Oh hello there,
I felt like talking to you guys today so what I'm writing is far from my YouTube videos. So today let's talk about Hopeless Romantic. How are you so sure that you belong to this hopeless romantic person?
Hopeless romantic is considered someone who is in love with love. always believe in fairy-tale and happy endings but lives in a real world. They love to write about their love life or most probably about whom they like.
I guess I am one of them. I always express my feelings in letters, diaries (Which many has been burn because I don't want anyone to read it), novels or most probably fan fictions where no one knows who I am really. I love writing about my fairy-tale life and convert it into a fan fictions because I believe it is so nice expressing it. Sometimes you have someone beside you but you can never express it just because they don't think it's important to them. No one really cares about your happy ending. They came back to their reality life where money brings happiness.
But being the hopeless romantic, you love being beside them because you love seeing them happy. You love being beside them listening to their stories and just to spend time with them. But what happen when a hopeless romantic person end up thinking this gesture no longer important? Will they still be a hopeless romantic in a sense they still practice that? Yes and No.
Yes - they are still a hopeless romantic person. No - they no longer wants to do whatever gesture a hopeless romantic person does because they find it pointless because there's no point to only act it on one sided. At the end, they will be only an invisible hopeless romantic person. Is it painful? Yes of course because a hopeless romantic person loves affection but they don't think they will get it if this is only done by them. They start to day dream about their dream woman/man and wonders if they will have it one day.
I was a very Hopeless Romantic person where I will cuddle and gave lots of affection. Now I prefer to keep it to myself because I don't see a point to do that. I am not so sure if one day, it will be back but I still express my love through letters, drawings, novel and fan fictions. Sometimes I really want to be an extra vaganza hopeless romantic person but I know I will be kicked back to reality that I'm just a burden who loves day dreaming.
So day dreaming will do. Again, there's no point to be one if the person who you want to do with thinks it's useless. So yeah, that's about it. If anyone asked me whether I'm a hopeless romantic, I said yes. But when they said you don't look like one, I will answer, practice over the years makes me a good actress at not being a hopeless romantic person.
I guess, you guys somehow will have the same thoughts maybe? So that's it from me.
Until next time!
XOXO,
TinieT4